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Im going out with this boy named Darren right now and he is so AWESOMNESS!
The thing though is that he always wanna hangout.
Like every minute of the day and I dont want to.
I dont wanna hurt his feelings though cause he has been hurt in the past and I dont want to hurt him as well.
Like my longest relationship was 6 months and his was 3 years.
Thats a big difference!!!
He is 19 and im only 16 so he has more freedom than I do and I dont think he understands that you know?
But like he has had only 3 girlfriends and gets hooked on them really fast.
And that is how he is with me. He calls me all the time and always wanna chill.
Like I love it and all but sometimes I just cant chill and its like he gets mad at that.
It was so sweet though cause yesterday he woke up at 6 in the morning and picked all kinds of beautiful flowers for me and wrote me a poem then put it on my doorstep.
Then at like 9 he called me and said go out side so im like ok and then I went and I seen it.
Its so beautiful!!
I never had someone do that for me.
And i know he is falling for me, but its like he fallen more than me.
Its weird.
But its so awesomenly sweet!
- Mood:
energetic - Music:Des'ree - You Gotta Be
no i mean seriously. o.k this is the story.
last september i took my ex best friend [we will just call her BB] sisters shoes.
i gave them back the next day. i did a stupid thing, i kno, and i regret that. but i mean cmon forget about that shit. you stole shit from me too.
well then they wanted to fight and i was like no cause its just a stupid thing to fight bout.
i dont kare if you call me a pussy or not i just have morals and im not going to fight bout stupid things even if it wasmy fault in the first place.
so they were like oh lets meet and make a time. thats so gay if i seen you on the streets and you came up to me then i will fight but im not going to drag my self somewhere to fight bout something that stupid.
o.k so that was in last september. the whole thing totally blew over right??
WRONG!!!!
i get a call today and it was her sister. im like omg you havent forgot bout that? i mean really dont you have a life. so then her sister try to be all bad ass and start to yell and im like im not going to stoop down to your level cause im not that kind of person. i dont like all that yelling and crap cause its just stupid to me. i apologized for the shit i have done and i know im the one that screwed up but really its over and done with. i have a life and it doesnt have to do with something that happened six monthes ago. o.k so BB gets on the fone and was like "ok we are going to handle this and no yelling." im thinking first off i didnt take nothing from you and your acting like its your fight cause she wanted to fight me to bout her sister thing. i know thats your sister and all but if your sis cant fight her own battle then i dont wanna fight. i dont wanna fight anyways though you know??
ok so then she try to say i stole some other stuff and im like no if i did i would of turned them in when i turned the shoes back. cause after i took the shoes i felt guilty cause that was my best friend. then she said "well you just need to pay for the stuff or give it back." im like im not going to pay for it cause i didnt steal it and if i had it i would of already gave it back you know??
o.k. so then she was like "you wouldnt of gave them back if you didnt get caught." i said no cause i already felt stupid bout stealing the stuff and then it would of been harder if i just say well hey i stole your shoes lets still be friends. i mean cmon anybody in their right mind would not do that lol. but all i am saying though is that shit happened hella long ago its time to move on with your life i mean for real why do you still have my dam number. i completely forgot bout you guys and you guys are still on the shit. but thats what kind of people they are. they are immature and always trying to fight with someone. i mean for real they are. now im not trying to put any one down cause im not like that but this is my journal and i can say what i want and that was bothering me when someone has to mess with someone to make them feel better. im just not that kind of person. i would never hold something against someone and i would never call someone all the time and pick little fights. im nice to everyone. i have only been into 2 fights. they always made fun of people and picked on people and i was always there to tell them to stop or to be friends with the people thay teased cause thats just rude. i dont like bullys andd they were truly bulies. im glad we have sperated but i feel bad for them cause they are still stuck on the past and not looking into the future. GAY!!!!
- Mood:
amused
O.k so im like on the computer, listening to music and she comes to watch a movie.
Then all of sudden she goes "how you get those dinosaurs on your page?" [myspace page]
And im like "why are you on my page in the first place?!?!?"
O.k on there i have my drug of choice coke but that was long ago and she all telling me to change it.
Im like "Mom its my privacy geez stay off!"
And she was like "im your mom thats what im suppose to do!"
Then im like "im not a alittle kid so just leave me alone!"
My profile use to be blocked but somehow it came unblocked but nows it is blocked again so yea.
SO ANNOYING!!
I love my mom and all but geez i need space.
She gets all tight up and stuff if i ask her whats up in her life but she needs to know EVERYTHING thats happening in mine.
HolyMacoroni give me a break!!!!
My brother is REALLY weird.
He all dancing to nothing while cooking popcorn.
FUNNY!
- Location:Living Room
- Mood:
aggravated - Music:Placebo- Slackerbitch
